Can somebody give me a f**king BREAK!!!

I'm feeling very worn out lately. Between classes, work, and my family I don't seem to have any time for myself. Sleep is slowly becoming a myth that I can only dream about as I continue throughout my days like a zombie. I have my last three finals of the spring semester coming up monday and tuesday so that will elimanate classes from my life for a couple of months. Unfortunately though, tourist season is beginning to pick up around town and that means more time spent working at the damn BP.

I can't seem to win anymore. I've made my life around stretching myself too thin for everyone around me and losing myself in the process. The desires that I have hoped to make reality before my 21st birthday are beginning to disapeer into the shadow of my yesterday with no true reasoning behind having them in the first place.

I've gotta take a vacation in order to rethink myself and where I'm steering my life ASAP....